Prospective in Check

I've been having the hardest time trying to figure out how to even start this. It's been a rough couple of days. These next few months will be a lot of traveling. I want to keep busy to keep my mind off of things. I hate that bad events bring people together, but I'd rather be there for people and hold it down. I'm not sure if the real world has made me jaded to a lot of things or if I have a better shield to protect me, but I think I've lost a part of my soul. I've stepped down from protecting and saving the world all the time to just figuring things out on my own. Maybe the world doesn't need me anymore right now.  For now, let's knock out all these student loans, enjoy spending the time with family and friends, and read up on pharmacy stuff so I don't look stupid in front of these patients.